Hello everyone!
I hope that everyone is in good health or will return to health soon! Also, that you are all safe and happy!
I don't even know what words to begin with right now. This week has been full of ups and downs like you wouldn't believe. To kick it all off, our car got broken into this Monday during FHE. They broke the driver's window and then popped the trunk and stole our stuff out of the back. Including my scriptures. I must admit I'm very disappointed by it all. They got a lot of my personal things like my backpack, my scriptures, and the pictures that I just got from Beanie and Grandpa of ----, ----, ----, and ----. They got a letter from Grandpa, my patriarchal blessing, and all my notes and a study journal. Plus, a whole lot of other stuff and Sis. ---- things as well. I was quite devastated by it all. The most frustrating part is that they are probably just going to throw all of it away, and the police basically said they aren't going to do anything about it. I keep telling myself it's going to pop up, or somebody will find it, but everyone else is telling me to forget about it because I'm never going to see it again. And they have a fair point. I've learned sometimes it's hard to figure out what to put your faith in, but you can NEVER go wrong with putting it in Christ.
Honestly, I don't know what I'm to learn from all these really hard experiences I've been going through in rapid succession. Nevertheless, I know and believe in the gospel and in the Atonement. And I know that the Atonement doesn't always make things up in the way and in the moment that we want it to be, but you can count on the promise that it will be made up! I've realized faith isn't there for when it makes sense; it's there for when it looks like everything is against it. I've been thinking a lot about a lot of things, and so there is a lot to express I'm sure; ultimately, I've resolved that this is an appointed moment of learning, and I truly and sincerely believe that all things shall work out for our good. In order for our losses to be made up, we kind of have to suffer the losses. And that's okay because Father and Christ ALWAYS keep their promises!
I'm want to thank ---- and ---- for providing me with my scriptures for my mission and sincerely apologize for losing them. I should not have left something so precious to me, and that was given to me, where it could be so easily taken. I want you to know that I truly appreciated them throughout my mission and they held many wonderful memories I was looking forward to sharing with you, now, I guess we'll all have to settle for stories with no visual aids.
The rest of the week has kind of been a little off with all the crazy that started it, but we'll keep moving forward. The future is still there, and it's as bright as our faith! As our Prophet testified a handful of years ago. And I believe that there is still much to learn from all that I'm going through. I'm looking forward to gaining understanding and blessings from Father as we move forward in faith! I mean, really, that's all we can do, right?
A couple of highlights from Elder Golden when he was here:
- "You don't always see the consequences of all the good you do."
- "It's taken us 130 years to get members into the scriptures, and now it's going to take us 130 years to get them to think about them!" He commented on how it wasn't very common for people to bring their scriptures to church so while he was younger, and now almost everyone brings them even with electronic devices. I thought it was interesting.
- "You cannot see the true doctrines of the gospel without the gift of the Holy Ghost."
- "When your faith is low, I promise you're not living the gospel as you should."
- "If we truly understood who we were - we will desire others to know their identity too."
- "There are many people round about us, pleading our cause to the Lord."
- "We need to tune in with the Lord, He doesn't need to tune in with us."
He talked about a whole lot of different topics and all sorts of different depths. It was a really powerful experience. I'll have to tell you about the BYU football devotional next week...if anybody wants to hear about it? :-) It was actually a really cool experience. That is where the heading of my e-mail came from.
I want you to know that I love you all very much, and I'm grateful that we have a loving Heavenly Father who takes care of us, and is willing to lift us higher! I'm grateful that we have a loving Brother who was so willing to make the atoning sacrifice of the Atonement and allow a way for us to be healed from all mortal experiences and prepare a way for us to return home! I'm grateful to receive the gift of the Spirit and all that he brings. I'm grateful for every opportunity I have to make, keep, and renew sacred covenants! I'm grateful for my gift of faith and testimony, and for my determination to get through anything that will come my way. Because I know, without a doubt, that I wont go through it alone! I would have you, but also I have my Savior who experienced exactly what I did, do, & will. He is the only person who can have perfect empathy for any of us! I love Him, and I love you!
I hope you have a most wonderful week! And I need your prayers because who knows what's coming this week, eh?! :-) May God be with you, and watch over you! And don't forget to find joy in the journey, it's really the only thing that gets us through it! ;-D
Forever,
Sis. Chris.